the feeling is coming back again: the feeling of needing collar bones and spinal bones, and hip bones and thigh gaps. its all coming back slowly but surely. and the minute i let my guard down, is the second i need it all back. the need to watch what i eat, to look at myself in the mirror or reflections and see this unattractive thing, and then weigh myself, to make sure what i see is true. disgusting. i just want to be skinny & beautiful, why is it so hard?
Are you doing it for yourself or someone else?
Because we all enjoy starving ourselves from the foods love just for society….for acceptance that does not matter.
It’s sad how weak are as women. Smh
Living off everyone’s opinion, but our own…